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| 11:08pm 17/01/2006 |
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It's the latest news.... another tradgedy and more broken hearts...
Including mine.
Mike Battle was not only an extremely close friend... one of my best.... but he was family.
John was also a very close friend who I didn't get to see often but was greatly missed when he was not around.
Today was John's memorial service and funeral. It was hard to say goodbye... but it had to be done.
May he Rest In Peace.
I talked to Mike's grandparents after the ceremony....
They saw what I had said on WLOX about Mike and asked me to say something at the funeral.
I accepted.
I'm hoping I can hold it together, but if not.... Ashley and Bob will be there with me to keep me strong and finish things if I need them to.
To all who knew Mike:
We all know that Mike loved life... and lived EVERY moment to the fullest.
He accepted all of us from minute one and never asked any questions about it.
He was fun loving and simply just loved to love other people.
I love him with all my heart.... and at times... a lot of them... he was my heart.
It's hard to come to the realization that he is gone... it hasn't set in yet.
I miss him so much already... as I'm sure everyone else does as well.
We'll get through this... knowing that Mike and John are in a better place....
Mike in his DREAM car doing donuts....
And John playing the best game of golf he ever has...
RIP Mike and John.... you'll live forever in my heart. |
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4 Beat with a bottle..... Bitches. | A girl out of line....
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| 03:48pm 02/01/2006 |
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mood:  loved music: Cascada - Everytime We Touch
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It's been one hell of a year....
This is to Ash!
From Beach House Nights to Medina House Experiences....
From racing to biloxi to singing on the ledge....
From drunk drama to blissful mornings....
From taking pink paper in 8th grade to growing up in to high school seniors....
From complete opposites to fitting perfectly....
From choir shows to who's who shows....
From trampolines to trucks....
From single shots to double shots....
From soup wrestling to pillow fights....
From hound pound to friday night football games....
From orange juice with vodka to st. martin parties....
From late night talks to sleep filled mornings....
From starvation to late night Taco Bell....
From Laguna Beach to Real World....
From fantasy to real life....
From stillettoes to flip flops....
From girl nights at the house to nights out on the town....
From Howie Day - Collide to Rascall Flatts - God Blessed the Broken Road....
From heartaches to friendships....
From freshmen to seniors.....
From two strangers to twins.....
From two girls to two BEST FRIENDS.....
You'll always be my best friend..... we're family and it will always be that way.
Love you Ash!!!!! |
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1 Beat with a bottle..... Bitches. | A girl out of line....
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| 04:11pm 27/12/2005 |
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mood:  content music: Carrie Underwood - Jesus Take the Wheel
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So....
Christmas finally came.
It was a wonderful day.
I got lots of money, jewelry, clothes.... etc.
I finally have a whole week off from work, but now I'm bored, so oh well.
Anyways.... I finally got my acceptance letter to USM! Hell yea. Ashley's dad agreed it was a good idea to get a house up in H Burg..... it's all gonna happen.... I can't wait.
We're all finally growing up.... fast. Kinda scary.
I hope everyone had a good Christmas.
Love to all! Muah! |
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| 03:59pm 14/12/2005 |
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mood:  artistic music: NSYNC - Marry Christmas and Happy Holidays
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My god... it's been about four years.
Not too much has been going on.
I have been working a lot... not complaining.
I like it and the money.
Christmas is coming and I'm excited.
I'm really in to it this year. I don't know why.
only 2 more days of school left.
I have my work Christmas party Saturday....
Should be an interesting but lovely night.
(Song break)
"I'll keep you my dirty little secret...."
Anyways... hung out with Ash, Jacob, David, and Brandon this past weekend.
Went to the Phi Kappa party... kinda lame.
Was a lovely weekend anyways.
Sunday we were lazy and layed around all day.
Went and hung out with Jacob to say bye.
Hmmm.... I think that is all for now.
Happy Holidays.
Oh yea..... I'll leave you with a question to ponder...
What comes before Part B? |
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| 07:03am 06/10/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Skye Sweetnam - Tangled Up in Me
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Sooo... it's been a while.
I did not attend school today.
Yesterday I woke up with my throat hurting... felt like I was swallowing razorblades.... went to the doctor.... wasn't strep... it was actually because of my severe sinuses.... crazy, didn't think that would be it of all things.
Got put on some medicine... should be better in 5 days.
I toughed it out and went to work today and yesterday. I love my new job.
Tonight Jacob and David came down and said hey... all the way from Hattiesburg. Twas great.
Plans have been made official.... I'm going to USM Saturday after I get off at 3, going to the game with Holly, ( Jacob invited me to go with him... but I didn't want to butt in on his "guy time" ) then after the game, I am going with Jacob to his fraternity (SAE) date party.... he invited me to be his date. It's going to be a good time. I'm going to stay with Holly cause I miss her very much. I'll be coming home sometime on Sunday, probably later on in the day.
So yea.... my birthday is coming up.... October 16th.... I will be the BIG 18! I'm really excited. My parents and I are going shopping in Mobile and then out to dinner. I can't wait. It's only 11 days away...... MY.... I've grown up fast.
For some reason it feels like I haven't seen Ash in forever. I miss her. Hopefully she and I will be able to do something Friday after the game. I have to work a double that day from 11 -2 and then go back in and work from 5-close. I love it.
Alright, it's late, I'm sick, but I'm happy... Finally!
Peace. |
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| 10:14pm 27/09/2005 |
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mood:  excited music: 3 Doors Down - Here Without You
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I got a job!!
Finally.... hopefully I will like this job. :)
I am employed by Po Boy Express... as the counter bitch.
Should be easy... answering the phone, taking orders and wiping the tables.... lovely.
I start tomorrow at 5. Come visit. |
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| 07:56pm 13/09/2005 |
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mood:  thankful music: Mariah Carey - Hero
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Here is what happened while I was in Florida... we wrote it down so we wouldn't forget. ("we" including, Ash, Jam, and Binaka.)
I was in florida by Niceville...
Alright well sunday night we left for destin which took eight hours to get here which is gaymo..... We saw Brennan Williams at a totally RANDOM waffle house on the way up which messed with our heads big time.
YOU&ICOLLIDE (trip theme song)
We finally got to destin around one and Ashley was amazed by these pictures on the wall..geezums. Then we are all trying to get to sleep and Ashley keeps talking her head off...and would not shutup for anything.
We got up the next morning and we got dressed up for walmart hahahaha and had fun throwing condoms and KY gelly in people baskets. Yea... we're Gay. We made red poles quite friendly beings... haha. We made it home just in time for LAGUNA AND SWEET SIXTEEN. Which was all gay. Laguna was gay.
After that we played "never have i ever" (on Bianca's request) hahaha. Then sleep.
Day two we went to the pool and played some COOL pool games: down by the riverside, cattegories, chicken, and marco polo. Came back and showered and got really hot and put on some crazy makeup and...didnt go anywhere. Once again... we're gay. We went and sat by the beach and watched the pretty dolphins and ate some good rotel for dinner. Then we are all outside sitting on the balcony talking to Lee and Bianca decides that she's going to stick her knees between the bars.... well her freaking knees get stuck in the bars for the 3rd time...GAHH. She kept crying and laughing it was funny afterwards but her knees were numb and all red at the time. We were gonna call the fire dept. but Mrs. Millie got her knees out with some lotion and ice. Came back in and told stories about chicken people. Great times.
Got up the next day Ashley, Bianca, Jam and I went to walmart and played around there we saw a hot guy but he had bleach soo....bleach=wife. We were in line cracking ourselves up and then guy in front of us was laughing at us also so we decide to get in his face...not seriously we were joking around but it was just funny. Got back to the hotel and watched a ROCKING video...and played trust and went to bed.
Got up the next day and moved hotels to Eglin's Air Force Base and luckily the Webb's were there also which was really weird. We went on base and went shopping and Bianca & Ash got sweet wallets. Where I spilled coke on her phone. Then we went over to the Webbs room and then we all left and went to the airplane tower where we met JOSEPH LINCOLN REILLY. YUM=) Came home.
Got up from an awakening phone call from john hannah at 9oclock in the morning. We all got dressed and thought we were going to lunch with Bianca's parents but we didnt so we went to the pep rally at "our new school" niceville high and our pep rallies are so much better. Got back to Eglins and watched Dirty Dancing and took a nap. Dressed and went to a BBQ at the place and then all of the OS people that were there we all went to the Niceville football game where we met Kyle, Greg, Jimmy, Gary, JESSE MCCARTNEY, Harry, and some surfer and soccer guys. so hott. oh yeah and YON so german exchange student. The way back to Eglins we all sung the hump lump song & all transferred the "BIANCA DISEASE" hahah. JOHANNA&WES and yeha.
Day six...got up and Bianca slept on robes..ROBES and fought til gay crap and finally all got ready and left for the river 3 hours late. We got there and all the guys were ready to go so we just down to the tropical smoothie place with them and then left for Donnie's and Kyle Harry and Plumb were following us anonomously. We went swimming and then Jimmy showed up and invited us to his house so Bianca Ashley Jam and I went over there with a whole bunch of cool people. MASSIVE PLUMB. hahaha. THE V was prolly one of the funnest days. left and got dressed at the hotel and went freaking laser bowling with all the guys and had alot of fun there.
Tangled Up in You (another wonderful trip song.)
Got back to the room and noticed with her luck that Bianca had black crap all over her face when she had been with Kyle the whole night and he didnt even say anything..she sucks.
Last day... We were gonna make it worth it. Thought about sleeping in but didnt and we went to breakfast at waffle house..one waffle one egg. Then we all went down to Destin beach and swam and Kyle came down... umm yeah...uhh he left and then we went down the other beach and saw Donnie and Jonathan and skimmed and some crazy old lady went off on me and jam..man..then jam went off.it was great. "hot lifeguard" &&& "the flounder" or should i say "the stingray" I got my face planted in the sand skimming hah we also took pictures in the sunset...
Then we left and went to o'charleys and it was MY bday haha we are huslers Jimmy and Ky ended up being right next to us haha stalkers So we went to see them... Mrs. Millie found her brother which was a relief we sang sad songs on the way to Egllins and then Bryan Webb came over and showed us pictures and videos of OS...its messed up....bad. oh yeah...
KNEE SLAPPING...
OUR PINE....
SLEEP TO THE THIRD POWER...
DANGLING BOOOGER....
LUCKY NIGHT...
ROB....
JOE....
ASS'S IN THE MORNING...
Good God it was a fun trip... I felt guilty for having a good time though, while other people were suffering.
I had a lot of fun with Donnie.... :)
I love you all and I hope that you are safe and in good health.
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| 12:30am 12/07/2005 |
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mood: loved music: Gwen Stefani - Cool
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So I never updated about New York.
It was the shit.
I came home friday.
My whole week and a half consisted of relaxation and laughing.
My cousin was there with her 3 daughters that are 4, 2, and 5 months old.
They are freaking adorable.... and the highlight of my trip.
Me and my uncle bonded again.
He is truly amazing and I enjoyed our talks together.
My friends were up....
We had fun in the sun... literally.
I went fishing... and out-fished the boys...
Cause I'm the best.
Went kneeboarding, tubing... skiing.... awesome.
Me and my grandparents got closer.... which I loved.
I had a truly relaxing, well-needed vacation.
Although, I love it there, I missed home.
My friends mostly.
I have the best friends in the world.
I love them.
It's good to be home.
But I came home to Hurricane Dennis...
who was a pussy.
Like I told everyone who was freaking out that he would be.
Oh well.
I had a good night tonight.
I went over to Aaron's with Ash, Jam, and Jon.
I saw Mike, MJ, Pat, Namon, Mike's cousin John (very cute), Brandon, Jocelyn, Aaron, and Kyle.
Lovely bunch.
They boost my confidence every time I see them.
So it's getting late, and I have things to do tomorrow.
Peace out. |
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| 01:27pm 11/07/2005 |
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
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| 10:17am 27/06/2005 |
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mood:  stressed music: Hot Hot Heat - Goodnight
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So last night consisted of....
1. Rockin out in the Lexus
2. Hanging out the window yelling at boys
3. Racing cars
4. Many trips to Sonic
5. Show Me Love! ha.
6. Then, watching porn till 4 in the morning.....
Simply wonderful.
*~! Quote of the Night !~*
"Yea... I hit girls..... from the back!"
hahaha
So now, I am sitting at my house.
Being lazy.
I'm attempting to do laundry, so that I can start packing.
Seeing as I do leave tomorrow for NY.
I'm not prepared.
I still have to pack and go to walmart and get everything that I need for my trip.
I'll only be gone for 10 days, so I shouldn't have to pack that much.
I will miss everyone greatly.
But I am out this bitch.
For a little while.
(THANK GOD!)
Samantha.... I fell asleep and didn't wake up till 10.
I apologize.
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